Today I signed up for a help desk of sorts through Mojo, the company that uploaded the blog template for me. I honestly thought this would be something I just right clicked over an image and change it to whatever I wanted it to be, silly me. Unfortunately, the help is not available 24/7, but I am making a commitment to contacting them as often as possible in order for me to get this website looking the way I envision it.
Funny thing is, over the years of the trials and tribulations of my attempts to be in a committed relationship, I have come to realize that I am the commitment phobe. Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m still a one man woman who’s looking to be in a mutually exclusive relationship, but I believe making a commitment is much more than that. There are several definitions of commitment and I’m good with the “dedication, devotion, allegiance, loyalty, faithfulness, fidelity, bond, adherence, attentiveness” part, it’s the other part that stops me dead in my tracks, “an engagement or obligation that restricts freedom of action”…yikes!
I don’t think that I’m the only woman out there who feels like she is living episodes of “Sex in the City”. Too many times my life parallels something Carrie Bradshaw or one of her friends went through. One of my favorite Carrie quotes is from an episode entitled “Ex and the City” and it goes a little something like this:
“Then I had a thought, maybe I didn’t break Big. Maybe, the problem was he couldn’t break me. Maybe some women aren’t meant to be tamed. Maybe, they need to run free, until they find someone just as wild to run with.”
Here’s hoping that working my Mojo will lead me to the mindset that allows me to find that someone.
#thelieswechoosetolivewith
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